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| User: | zephyre_syx (5483485) Just a lonely blue familiar
The pains that are in my head. |
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| Name: | the lonely blue familiar | ||||
| Location: | Alabama, United States | ||||
| Birthdate: | 1983-06-07 | ||||
| Bio: |  (Extra Crap Here, and a spot to put comments) Welcome to the Journal of the Lonely Blue Risu Inu Familiar. An escapist who suffers ennui from reality, and staring at humans. I'm a gamer, a game designer and programmer, and an artist. Plus, a hard trying Christian individual with an affinity for animals. A zoophile to be exact. It was hard to deal with it at first, but prayer and self-discipline helped me overcome the fervency and keep it well tamed. Hopefully I can use this passion to help to my fullest with animal, and with nature while keeping in line to what God has me to do. As you probably know, I love cute things, animals, monsters, dragons, mystical creatures...all types of critters. That why I draw, play games, books, and watch shows, and movies with them. Oh, and I have a small, but growing collection of bunny plushes and ceramics. It's something about nature and creature that I'm so fervent about. I've made a rich world, full of life and creature of all sorts that I wanted to share in my website home. I don't game like I used to anymore. Since I'm working, I'm well focus at my job. Then go home and plummet into a deep comatose state and start again the next day. That goes with any hobbies. They're hardly been touched now days, but it doesn't mean I won't stop trying. I'm a game ninja to some degree. Alway trying to beat the game on the highest difficulty level. Because of this, I usually beat the game as soon as it was brought. My parents was too poor to supply me with new games, so dad introduce me to a commodore 64 and a collection of programming books and magazines. This began my passion in game making. This also opens the opportunity to bring to light vast new possibilities. My favorite genras are Action/RPG, Rogue-likes, Strategy/RPG, Arcade, boulder-dash, Adventure, and racing. I'm a misanthropist. Don't get me wrong, I'm really not too sociable, nor real good in communicating, but I am friendly to some extent. I'm against human-nature, and carnality, so I strive to become become better than the natural man. This also because I'm open-mind, and have an unorthodox way of thinking. Basically, I play in my own tempo, while others try to find meaning and order to my insanity. It's a niche I have to find ways to grow in creativity, and delving into the unknown. Rather it's for personal hobbies or ways of living. Being misunderstood is a common grounds for me, and I'm too impatient to slow down to catch them up. This journal is used for many things. I use it to track things that I need to improve in life, and find ways for self improvement. Also, it's a place I hopeful can be myself and cut loose...Sometimes I'll include current events, but I live at work so if stuff doesn't explodes there, there's no updates. You won't find gossips here, I don't do that. Please forgive me if you try to get to know me and I bite you head off in a gushy gory manner. I lack trust and it'll take some time for me to get to know people well enough 'n such. I'm a busy bee too, so don't be surprised if you get ignored. Characteristics Taciturn, misanthropy, saturnine, capricious, honest, avoidant, christian-goth, caring, loony, playful, lethargic, half-sane, poignant, lone-wolf. Identity Game designer, dreamer, Creator's creator, a kid, non-human. I enjoy puzzles; interested in cultures and spirituality; love learning computer languages; drawing landscapes, creatures, familiars, and monsters; writing stories and notes; learning martial arts; dancing and singing; reading and learning various things, like novels, philosophies, ecology and science related; nature bike rides and hiking; playing and making music; yad yad yad and such. Games I've made I've programmed 35+ original and premade games in the past on a commodore, apple, and other computers. You can find pepper bolette at Z2. You need zzt application to run it and have the game on the same directory.   Old, and Xtra Interest: Bang!, belly dancing, fubar, hellband, hengband, bards, kobolds, necromancy, pure text, shamanism, street brawls, street fights, yargg!, suicidal, szzt | ||||
| Memories: | 24 entries | ||||
| Interests: | 150: 80's music, action rpg, add, adventure, angband, angst, animals, ansi art, anthropomorphics, anti-social, anti-yiff, artist, ascii games, autobiography, avoidant, azure dreams, being original, biography, bionomics, biromantic, bloodlust, bookworm, boulder dash, brain teasers, bubble bobble, bunnies, capricious, caring, ccg, challenges, christian goth, christian music, classic games, comics, commodore, computer languages, corrupted, creativity, creatures, critters, crystal mines, cthangband, cuteness, d&d, dance music, dancing, demons, dj, doodler, doom, dragons, drawing, dreaming, drl, dungeons & dragons, ennui, escapism, exploring, fair, familiars, ferrets, fighting, forgetting, forgiving, friendship, fruitbats unite!, furries, furry, game maker, gamer, gardening, gcs, gothic, hacking, hellgate, hemophilia, hiking, honest, honesty, hunting, inspirational, interspecies relationship, it's happy bunny, jazz, journal writting, kroz, latin dancing, legends of zelda, lone wolf, loner, m:tg, magic: the gathering, marshal arts, martial arts, meditating, meek, megazeux, metallica, metroid, misanthropist, misanthropy, mongoose, mongooses, monk, monsters, mormon, mystery dungeon, nature, nettlesome, old school jams, overtures, parasite eve, perl, playing music, plushes, plushophilia, pokemon, praying, programmer, puzzles, qbasic, redwall, religions, retro gamer, rock, rogue-like, roguelike, saturnine, shiba inu, singing, somnambulism, somnambulist, speed reading, spiritual, spirituality, squirrels, strategy, taciturn, tactics, tcg, text games, tome, tragedy, unstable, writer, writing, zelda, zoophile, zoophilia, zzt | ||||
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| Account type: | Basic Account | ||||
